it's a secret...

Okay, I have hatched a plan. I'm keeping it a bit of a secret. Some of you will find out sooner than others (I'm enlisting some conspirators!)

Here is a sneak peek at something I'm working on for the secret plan.

I am very excited and very nervous. The same way I'd feel if I were planning a big party...what if nobody comes? Can you see me there with my big pink pretty party dress and shiny shoes and curly hair and big smile with balloons all around and party music cued and the table set, waiting at the window for you to show up? (Which is what I still to this day will do, minus perhaps the shiny shoes, when I'm expecting company...just ask Rich!)

Oh, and don't worry too much about the torture being kept in suspense. You know that I'm the world's worst at keeping secrets...it's the hardest thing in the world for me to do. If you were here sitting beside me I would blurt it out before you even asked about it. I really would.

{There's always a chance that this really big thing won't work out and then I'll have to invent a new suprise that won't be nearly as big and try to convince you that it was the big surprise all along.}